How I've been feeling the last 5 years, especially the last two. Days I often wonder why I get out of bed at all, and many days I wish I would never wake up. I'm beginning to wonder what the real purpose for doing anything in life is worth. I love my country, I love it's freedoms, I even served in a capacity for my country. But why is it, that lately I can't get past being screwed over by people? Fourteen years of working at the same place, through different vendors. And this year ...